Exhibition photos - update - Your very last words still wander in my empty heart.
But I still wish you can hear this song wherever you are.
This feeling of mine... expressed in the sorrowful melody.
Even the lonely shadow now only lingers in my memory.
I want to hear your voice once again, even though it might be the phrase of farewell.
Recalling the moment we shared joy and laughter...
even your tears, or the nights we argued... are all embraced in my heart.
And if someone could grant me one wish…
...then once again, I wish to have that pure emotion of when we first met.
Your very last words still wander in my empty heart.
But I still wish you can hear this song wherever you are.
This feeling of mine... expressed in the etude.
Etude from [demo tape – Lie-] [XX.XX.1994] by Cains:Feel
(Cains:Feel was Gackt’s first band, consisting of himself, You and Ren, 1989-1995)
Sometimes I want to think it might just be my favourite Gackt song. And not the new version – I love it to death and beyond of course – but the version from 1994. It just breaks my heart every time and I love listening to it on repeat. Yes, the quality is poor – what do you expect from a demo tape from an unknown band from the mid 90’s, right? But God, you can hear just how talented Gackt was already back then; I like the edge his voice had, the restrictions, maybe because it’s so different from the perfect voice we know now. It seems almost more pure and vulnerable. And I like to think that in the end his voice gets so endlessly sad, more than in the newer version of it, but maybe it’s just because I’m always crying at the end – no matter what it has a totally other feel than his other songs to me.
Something beyond words.
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But I still wish you can hear this song wherever you are.
This feeling of mine... expressed in the sorrowful melody.
Even the lonely shadow now only lingers in my memory.
I want to hear your voice once again, even though it might be the phrase of farewell.
Recalling the moment we shared joy and laughter...
even your tears, or the nights we argued... are all embraced in my heart.
And if someone could grant me one wish…
...then once again, I wish to have that pure emotion of when we first met.
Your very last words still wander in my empty heart.
But I still wish you can hear this song wherever you are.
This feeling of mine... expressed in the etude.
Etude from [demo tape – Lie-] [XX.XX.1994] by Cains:Feel
(Cains:Feel was Gackt’s first band, consisting of himself, You and Ren, 1989-1995)
Sometimes I want to think it might just be my favourite Gackt song. And not the new version – I love it to death and beyond of course – but the version from 1994. It just breaks my heart every time and I love listening to it on repeat. Yes, the quality is poor – what do you expect from a demo tape from an unknown band from the mid 90’s, right? But God, you can hear just how talented Gackt was already back then; I like the edge his voice had, the restrictions, maybe because it’s so different from the perfect voice we know now. It seems almost more pure and vulnerable. And I like to think that in the end his voice gets so endlessly sad, more than in the newer version of it, but maybe it’s just because I’m always crying at the end – no matter what it has a totally other feel than his other songs to me.
Something beyond words.------------
So I updated the gallery called “Other” on my website ([link]) with photos from my exhibition. Sadly the drawings were placed by a great window so I couldn’t really take any great photos because the sunlight kept making the photos blurry and grainy and grey (they’re really crappy indeed) – but hey, at least I got some photos so… yeah
I will see if I can take some other photos and if they’re better I will replace the ones on my website with them, but I think not.Oh, yeah, and Simone ([link]) wrote the local newspaper and asked them to write about my exhibition – bleh. I’m so not talking to hear right now
Just because she's always in the newspapers and on TV she has to drag me down with her.-
It means a lot to me that a lot of you have commented that you think it’s great that I’m hosting this exhibition now – and a lot has said it to me in person too – with my situation and all. I guess it is. I just hadn’t expected all this support from people, but it truly means a lot to me, I want you to know
Even my class has been so nice; they’re really trying because they can see that I’m dying here and after I stood up and told them what’s wrong (after fainting, hyperventilating, looking like a dead man walking, being away 90% of the time and so on, it only seemed fair) they seem to be okay with it all now. Best thing is my teachers though, they really came through and are support me so much, checking up on me every second, offering me breaks from class and clearance not to do homework and assignments, something that is totally unheard of at my school. They even understand that I can only handle one or two classes a day. Everybody is really trying their best, I know.
I know.
Good news is, though, that I am actually getting better now it seems. Not to jinx it or anything but these last two days I’ve been… a little less everything. I’m not well, God, far from, but I’m regaining my will to fight it seems. I’ve lost a lot of weight, not eating for three weeks does that, and I’m still weak and shying light and heat and sound, but I’m trying to get around, trying to be around people again. I’ve spend time with my friends these last two days, like I used to before this, and it’s been so nice. Maybe it won’t kill me this time after all
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Oh, yeah, and just to… I don’t know, put in something happy-merry-go-round for a change, I’ve got my first crush-crush. Yes, my very first, very own teenage girl crush. It’s fun, actually, I didn’t think I was the kind of person to get a crush like this – all giddy and pink and goo on the floor, smiles and butterflies in my stomach. It’s nice. It’s not something that can ever be, for several very good reasons, but it’s nice to know I can actually do such a normal girl-thing (and I also got the whole brooding, moping thing going over the fact that I cannot have him – that’s maybe not that fun a part of it). I didn’t think I could (and not only because my preference of guys is, well, not available in this part of the world) and, well… I guess I proved me wrong (worse thing is that he looks more like a typical Western boy than any
). It’s nice just to be able to smile a little for a change, even if I bet it’s a silly “teenage high school girl who has a crush on the captain of the football team”-smile and it will blow over soon when I realize he’s just as sleaze ball like all other guys from this country. I kind of need it right now though with everything going on. -
Pain
Devious Comments
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And thank you for thinking that I have developed
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add or fav me pleasseeee!!!!i do it for YOU!
& you probably noticed how many of your deviations I faved!
Keep drawing & blow my mind away!
keep up your drawings!
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...nothing lasts forever if we never try...
You are quite careful and show hardness and softness. That was a great viewing of your gallery for me! Thank you, young!
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In our world there are endless possibilities.
I must expand this notion.
I exist to affect, something and someone.
I pray and live praying.
God cherish the moments!!!!!!
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Aimes
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"Were hearts made whole just to break?"
-Porcelain Heart, BarlowGirl
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its very inspirational to me, and has motivated enough for me to also spend more time in graphite portraits myself.
i hope one day to become as skilled as you! :3
keep up the awesome work!
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~Do You See Just How Insane I Am?~
~*~Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones~*~
~I Walk Just Like You. I Talk Just Like You. I Sleep Just Like You...The Only Difference Is...Is That I'm Far More Better Than You.~
junki is so perfect >3<
I would like to see the girl who will take his attention !!!!!
coz no one can be more beautiful than him ?!!!
huh , what a poor girl :c !!!!
( ok , I don't mind to be that poor one hahaha xD xP )
and no problem ;'3
I just said the truth <3
(sorry 4 being late on replay ^.^;!!
u don't have to remember what exactly we was taking about
[coz honestly , I don't as well xD !!!! ]
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Digital ART Gallery Staff
support ARAB community!
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sorry for my sucks English grammar !
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"Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder"
Thank you so much
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Oh my, you're great!
*bows..
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Just the usual sleepless night, heavy breathing, pale skin, huge eye bags and dry coughs..
Yep, I'm healthy.. Sure as hell, I am..
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